Either I’m a bigger believer in Reader-Response theory than I thought, or the Universe has an uncanny knack of throwing books & art at me at exactly the time I need certain books and art to be thrown at me. Here’s a nice little sentence that cut me up, as Eli is getting frustrated watching his brother & a crime boss get drunk:
When a man is properly drunk it is as though he is in a room by himself–there is a physical, impenetrable separation between him and his fellows. [Chapter 29]
Yes, but isn’t setting up that separation sometimes the point of drinking? For me it is.
Eli asks a whore,
‘Why does anyone [feel low]? It creeps up on you from time to time.’
‘But you were glad the one moment, then suddenly not.’ [Ch. 30]
My few regular readers know how much this exchange probably hit me. Eli’s solution- rob the whorehouse owner of all his money, beat him over the brain with a pistol, and bury the money under the stove in the basement.
I’ll call that “Plan B” for dealing with chronic depression.
Eli helps another character to see a path without being able to see it himself, and the character illuminated by Eli realizes
‘I am a man who needs to rebuild, and the first thing I will work on is my sense of purpose.’ [Ch. 34]
Now, I don’t need to work on a sense of purpose, but even with re-starting this blog (for the second time), I am indeed trying to rebuild, trying to make some changes in my own life, but starting on the inside, not the outside. It’s a cool sentiment whose triteness doesn’t make it any less true.
Finally (and although there’s one other passage I’ve highlighted, I’m not going to put it in here- too personal), there is one of my favorite lines in the book. It is definitive, but delusional. It is like the smoker who keeps one last cigarette. In Chapter 47, Eli decides that even if the murder of the Commodore won’t be his final murder,
this will be the final era of killing in my lifetime. [emphasis DeWitt's]
What a neat bit of self-rationalization. How many of us have said “okay, this is the BEGINNING of the END” regarding anything- one more potato chip, one more hour of the Cosby Show marathon, pretending to pass out in order to receive CPR from one more firefighter…
The book didn’t give me a lot to go on as a whole, but some of the little passages and sentiments here led me to some nice self-reflection.
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